SOS

 -my grandfather became ill

-before he died I asked my grandmother if he was a Christian

-she said Yes but I should of followed up on it

-they might not have been real Christians or Christian enough

-it only flashed through my mind and didn't register enough later on

-so both my grandparents maybe died not / not real enough Christian

-my mother tattooed 'CA' on her hand when young

-as in 'Anti-Christ' the reverse initials of her name 'Christine Ager'

-and her married name was like 'SCORINGE'

-like SCORPION SORES

-what Revelations says happens to those who put 666 on them

-I tried about 2017. To cause my grandparents / and mother. When they died to each go to a separate copy of my home

-each copy maybe lasting to the end of space

-I used Christmas about 1988. My mother was staying with us. I got some money. So biked to the next town to try to find some videos to buy. At a large Video Rental place they had a wall of new ones for sale. When back then there was normally none ever for sale. They had large cases

-I bought two ROBOT themed ones. The Terminator and Short Circuit. So decades later tried to use that to send my true grandparents really to go on in each a copy of my home. And when they were was now life like but unthinking robots

-SHORT CIRCUIT like SCORPION SORES. On you're feet like a SHORT CIRCUIT area you can walk. CIRCUIT for my mother CHRISTINE

-the idea is most of space would see what they have / had done for me. And they would be up amongst the most loved people of all time

-and later I tried adding. They would be steered away from too many friends, activities etc. In case they might get a lot of problems

-then I decided I wanted to change that. I thought things might not always be enjoyable going on for periods of time

-so I tried to 'Terminate' them. I willed to end them completely. No way even an afterlife or any other way they could continue

-except in their places on Earth for years still life like but unthinking robots

-I might have tried to do this. Towards the end of 1995. That day I had been to see a SALVATION ARMY MINISTER

-the day before the magic ideas began. And that day I saw the Salvation Army Minister. The closest I have had to actual voices in my mind

-about concerns I had a dubious type of guide in life wouldn't appear. By then it was too late. But meant instead I could do miracles

-when I got home that day to my grandmother's Retirement Apartment. It was on the second floor in a block of 4 apartments

-looking out my window it almost looked like an electrical short circuit in the foliage bank facing us

-the SALVATION Army

-so years after that day I tried to use that to completely end in the past from that point my grandparents and mother

-and in more recent times. I have been thinking all long my grandparents and mother from the moment they appeared to be conceived. Were really always not living. Only appearing to age and appearing to live

-maybe all their lives they were only unthinking machines