Sunday, November 30, 2025

A Tale of Two Satans

 -in about 2015 I was biking somewhere. I saw I had somehow a bit of extra money in my account. At Mitre 10 Mega Hardware I bought a 46 sized Garden Statue of R2 / D2. As I was coming home I passed close to where I once lived in SUNRISE / SON RISE Trust. In a car on that corner was LYING a man once with us named DEWALD / DEVIL. He looked like Satan. DEWALD is the basis of the physical appearance of Coronation Street character DAVID Platt. And I am the character. On the Road by his car was a string with a number of small BALL shaped stones on it. I later had it made in to a neckless


-the BALLS- the most OFFSPRING I want are mine 

-the BALLS left OUTSIDE the car- EXCEPT the ones I don't want

-the R2 / D2 garden statue- most of those at Tauranga Boys College. Since 1989 living close to their College. Several about 14 year old boys living on their own. In a home across the Road from mine. A couple of times they were KICKING around a BALL on the Road. The R2 / D2- shaped like a PENIS. Half by sex and half my sperm dropped in their mother. The College's Latin motto PERGO et PERAGO. Or PARENT and PARENT

-DEWALD looked like DAVID PLATT- a HAIRDRESSER in the series. PLATT- the boy Greyson son of that actor who played him is not my son. PLATT like the string with balls in it

-along from the Road corner where Dewald was LYING- is SUN RISE Trust. The male client always flirting with me lived there. He once MASTURBATED in the lounge while I was talking to a Staff. The two HEYWORTH twins aren't my sons. He was LYING in a folded down car seat. Like LYING on HAY

-'SUSAN STEVENS' / SATAN. Mother of one SATAN

-DEWALD / DEVIL. The MOTHER of the other DEVIL

-I probably if true had sex with Dewald the time I was staying in Respite in the Support Home he was too living in

-one Satan might be COMICS creator STAN LEE. STAN / SATAN. LEE LIEBER / LUCIFER. My son

-the other SATAN might be a young man like me who went to live in the DC COMICS super-heroes planet they had in the 1940s set. The large team they had in comics of most of their super-heroes. Called All STAR SQUADRON / SATAN. My son

-the other SATAN might be a woman like a type of Dream Girl I made up I had the name for SUSAN STEVENS. The most kind, wonderful, near perfect and to all a person can be not God

-both connected to COMICS

-a lot or as many of the affairs offspring that I would want

Friends and Lovers

 -a miracle I try

-as much life as possible

-over night when suited and while they want this

-they have appear on their beds for sex over night

-like a 'model' version of these people

-looking like they do at the points in their lives I want

-no one can get pregnant

-the models have similar personalities to the real ones but just comply

-they are rotated in a full order like below

-your body is able to have the sex

-and they really appear they are not just versions in your sleep's mind

-1-Michael Fitzgerald

-2-Rob Liefeld

-3-Scott Michaelson

-4-Jack P. Shepherd

-5-Jordan Knight

-6-Joey Lawrence

-7-Arnold Schwarzenegger

-8-Mark Wahlberg

-9-Bobby Brown

-10-Val Kilmer

-11-Dolph Lundgren

-12-Billy Warlock

-13-Huia

-14-gym instructor like Jughead

-15-Daniel Cosgrove

-16-Noku

-17-Ben Andrews

-18-Mark Huia

-19-Dewald

-20-Tom Holland

-21-Jeremy Sue

-22-gym instructor Buddy

-23-Danny

-24-gym instructor a bit like Dick Greyson

-25-Sol Heras

-26-Christian Paredes

-27-Tom Welling

-28-Zac Efron

-29-Nick Jonas

-30-Martin Henderson

-31-Sasha Mitchell

Saturday, November 29, 2025

True Blue

 -my two main Physical problems. Both of which are a lot worse than once

-and both stop me from working, study etc

-when I walk a lot of the time I have to hold on to things. I stagger around. Needing to try to take larger steps if I can

-the other a worse constipation problem

-for periods the feces in my backside keeps rebuilding

-so unless I pass motions a number of times

-so I have to keep changing boxer shorts and washing them

-maybe when I am able to keep trying without stopping to try to push out the feces it helps

-the first one there was a Conglomerate owner named WORLD. Who looked and had a similar family company as the Disney Company

-he sometimes got around in a helicopter. Had exotic pets like a couple of chimpanzees. One of the features of his company was an Internet service. Different countries could put their own news features amongst it

-at a Live TV Entertainment Show. His daughter a Presenter. Tall, beautiful. Longer straight blonde hair. And flirty looking and partly like that in personality. Was getting changed at the front of a TV audience

-her dress fell off her on TV. The Australian audience jeered her

-I got the idea things would keep getting worse for World and his company

-the other balanced dream

-there was a Live TV Performance of Grease

-the actress playing Sandy was on stage

-the boot on one leg got stuck. She was trying to get it on

-the cast just ignored her

-later in a small Hospital room she was told her leg or foot would always be in great pain

-the two physical problems 

-the constipation. Like World's daughter's dress. It fell off her. Her one was light blue with short slits down the sides

-like pass BOWEL motions. As in WORLD

-the Grease actress trying to get her boot on

-like me staggering around even just to walk a few steps

-this might be something telling me. Any way I can try to be a star

-might be really able to turn constantly tragic. Like me getting on stage often

Tuesday, November 25, 2025

SOS

 -my grandfather became ill

-before he died I asked my grandmother if he was a Christian

-she said Yes but I should of followed up on it

-they might not have been real Christians or Christian enough

-it only flashed through my mind and didn't register enough later on

-so both my grandparents maybe died not / not real enough Christian

-my mother tattooed 'CA' on her hand when young

-as in 'Anti-Christ' the reverse initials of her name 'Christine Ager'

-and her married name was like 'SCORINGE'

-like SCORPION SORES

-what Revelations says happens to those who put 666 on them

-I tried about 2017. To cause my grandparents / and mother. When they died to each go to a separate copy of my home

-each copy maybe lasting to the end of space

-I used Christmas about 1988. My mother was staying with us. I got some money. So biked to the next town to try to find some videos to buy. At a large Video Rental place they had a wall of new ones for sale. When back then there was normally none ever for sale. They had large cases

-I bought two ROBOT themed ones. The Terminator and Short Circuit. So decades later tried to use that to send my true grandparents really to go on in each a copy of my home. And when they were was now life like but unthinking robots

-SHORT CIRCUIT like SCORPION SORES. On you're feet like a SHORT CIRCUIT area you can walk. CIRCUIT for my mother CHRISTINE

-the idea is most of space would see what they have / had done for me. And they would be up amongst the most loved people of all time

-and later I tried adding. They would be steered away from too many friends, activities etc. In case they might get a lot of problems

-then I decided I wanted to change that. I thought things might not always be enjoyable going on for periods of time

-so I tried to 'Terminate' them. I willed to end them completely. No way even an afterlife or any other way they could continue

-except in their places on Earth for years still life like but unthinking robots

-I might have tried to do this. Towards the end of 1995. That day I had been to see a SALVATION ARMY MINISTER

-the day before the magic ideas began. And that day I saw the Salvation Army Minister. The closest I have had to actual voices in my mind

-about concerns I had a dubious type of guide in life wouldn't appear. By then it was too late. But meant instead I could do miracles

-when I got home that day to my grandmother's Retirement Apartment. It was on the second floor in a block of 4 apartments

-looking out my window it almost looked like an electrical short circuit in the foliage bank facing us

-the SALVATION Army

-so years after that day I tried to use that to completely end in the past from that point my grandparents and mother

-and in more recent times. I have been thinking all long my grandparents and mother from the moment they appeared to be conceived. Were really always not living. Only appearing to age and appearing to live

-maybe all their lives they were only unthinking machines

Sunday, November 23, 2025

The Terminator

-in 1999 I lived on my own in a Cabin by the sea

-I willed an A4 Print of the Terminator's head

-to make the other evil Revelations figures

-really only now unthinking machines

-maybe stopping before they could do much

-this might have worked. Because both times in my sleep. While it felt like I was asleep

-I felt hands on my back

-while those times dealing with the idea of the DESTROYER 

Sanctuary Supreme

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